okay, so i am reading this book called communion. it’s about this guy who was abducted by aliens. he wrote it, it’s a true story. i believe the guy.
it’s freaking me the fuck out. i don’t get scared that easily, either. i lived in the hood, i’m not really frightened by much. BUT THIS BOOK IS FREAKING ME THE FUCK OUT. i’m seriously afraid to fall asleep cause i am scared that the owl looking extraterrestrial will kidnap me for a night and experiment on me. i would rather get haunted by a demon my whole life (lol paranormal activity). seriously, go read this book. i have to force myself to stop reading it cause i am just making myself freaked out. i know, i’m probably just a baby, but this freaks me out.
what scares me the most is how the author repressed the night with a image of a barn owl, and a snow plower (i think?). we have all repressed things in our life, and remembered them at one point. traumatic or embarrassing, when you remember them it’s hell. imagine going to sleep, waking up the next morning feeling different, then slowly remembering this horrible experience when you start to notice a psychical change in you. it scares me.
alright, that was an irritating post, i know.
That’s how I felt when I was reading House of Leaves. I might have to give this Communion a try.
